Upon logging on and scrolling down to the bottom of the new "myblog.co.uk" overview I have received a bit of a shock. 

It appears that Michael has taken it upon himself to post pictures of me on his media without asking my permission.  This is likely because he is all too aware of the answer I would have given.  It is this simplest sort of misbehaviour that exasperates me.

What is the benefit to anyone in displaying my photograph on his blog?  His blog is meant to be about himself and his feelings, yes, but in expressing himself he should observe and respect the rights and wishes of others.  He is still falling short of the mark in this one area.  He takes liberties.

I will not say more on the subject here, although I will take it up with him in a few moments when I wake him.

I wish to let all those who have expressed concern for me know that I am well.  I regret worrying anyone as it appears I have done in writing a few of my recent entries here.  It is true that I sometimes struggle with my emotions, but in the name of good self discipline and honour I will press on.  I do not believe it to be too prideful a statement to say that I come from hearty stock.  Those in my family are well renowned for their fortitude and steadfastness.  I am only one link in that chain.

It does not upset me that Michael, the Goddess willing, will father a child with MsVictoria.  For my longstanding readers, you will remember It is not as though I have always had Her attentions to myself.  I came into this household as a third boy.  I learnt early on to appreciate any of the priceless moments She focused on me and gave me Her love.

I am still that boy.  I am still ever true and willing to submit to Her desires and tend fully to Her needs. 

What is love anyway?  It is the giving of one's self fully and completely.  It is the strong feeling in the breast that makes the heart quicken whenever the object of one's affection comes into view, or enters the mind.  It is knowing that at the very depths of my being that Her happiness is mine.  That has not changed and were I one to wager I would lay money to say it never will.

It is fair to say, that even if we were not living a D/s lifestyle Ms Victoria would still own me.  I have loved Her intensely nearly from the night She took me home.  I have given my heart, my mind and my soul to Her for as long as I live.

I must begin my day now.  I thank my friends for their concern and their kindness toward me.  I do not wish to be a burden to anyone.  I wish to be a blessing and a friend to lean on when required,  for the old addage is true:  it is better to give than to receive.

Ryan